I am Alec

          I am Alec
          I wonder if my sister Rachael's disease will go away
          I hear Rachael from the past
          I see Rachael playing with me
          I want Rachael's encephalomyelitis to go vanish
          I am Alec
          I pretend Rachael is in front of me
          I feel her love in my heart
          I touch her baby soft skin
          I worry she will never get better
          I cry that she got sick
          I am Alec
          I understand her love for me
          I say "you're a silly bean" to her
          I dream about Rachael having adventures with me
          I try to do my best to make her better
          I hope we can play again
          I am Alec
To those of you wondering how Rachael's illness has  
affected the rest of us. Our son was asked to write a    
poem about himself at school. This is what he wrote